Sports?

Im debating on what I am going to do this summer, because im not entirely sure if I want to go out for Volleyball next spring or not. Everyone tells me I should but I havent played since 8th grade and when I did play I wasnt very good so I didnt play very much. And I dont wanna be a junior who is on the C team with all the freshman. That is just embarrassing. And I dont think im good enough to be on varsity. But the head coach is quitting this year, so I dont really know what my decision is going to be. I think school and work is more important then sports..