Love like youve never been hurt xD

I cant help but to always feel like an outcast. Its so hard to deal with it sometimes but you know I get through alot. My dad isnt in my life he walked out when i was only a few months old and my mom was pregnant with my brother. I hate how he thinks he can run in and out of my life all the time and keep hurting me over and over again. I have learned to just not even get attached because he is just going to walk out again. The last time I saw my dad was 3 years ago. He hasnt been in my life and I am doing just fine. I miss my sisters brittaney, ally, haley, and zoey. I also miss my nephew. But o well its life I will be sixteen in a couple of weeks then i will be able to go and see my nephew and sisters. Except Zoey cause my dads ex girlfriend wont let any of us see her because of my dads stupid actions. My mom was the best single mom ever she kept us up and running for many years until she got married to my step dad shawn when i was ten. Now I have another little brother and his name is Hank Ryan Talley. He has downsyndrome and I personally think that just makes him even more special. He is the cutest baby ever. He is 16 months old and he still looks like he is only 9 months. He has teeth and can almost walk. I love him so much but some people dont and think its funny to call him mentally retarded and talk shit about my family and how we deserved to have him be in the hospital. But its life so there is going to be stupid drama and it will all be okay as long as I know its not true.